Me

When you’re in a moment do you ever expect that moment to end? Is your heart anticipated because it’s just too perfect and it can’t possibly happen to you. Do sometimes you wonder if you will ever be in that moment again, When people want to be with you cuz they think you’re cool, AndContinue reading “Me”

Lying noises

When a friend doesn’t get it, It wasn’t an afternoon lark! Gave me PTSD! It was being helpless, Watching a narcississ half sister steal my good name, Corrupt me crippling more then being struck by Linn Morrow’s car, Its hard to circle wagons when attacked by lies of a family member do that half sisterContinue reading “Lying noises”

Oldest and youngest

Both disappointments, Mother,mom never lied or did harm, Diana a bully narcississ, Ellen mother worried all through high school, Upon Ellen’s seventeenth summer, Ellen came home at two thirty, Mom’smother was visiting, Nana the woman who sucked at rearing Diana to eight years old, Mom loved to sing, Sang Sweet Adeline Spencer,Iowa, Church, Mom sangContinue reading “Oldest and youngest”

Sno cone girl

Soft sweet girl, Tough butch, Ticklish vegan, Geogian peach, Sno cone girl, Last week I used a bowl from the set I bought her, She left in our cupboard, She in the box on the floor, Mom use to do that, I had to threaten to put her new gift on the curb before she’dContinue reading “Sno cone girl”

Intellect Assassin

People who willy Nilly say mean things, Friend or foe, Insulting the intellect of an older person, That person me, Doesn’t fly, I simply told Celia, A conversation is two ways, People have the right to be heard, She told me if I had other friends I could talk to them, She told me sheContinue reading “Intellect Assassin”

Diana lee Heike Dudley,Granbury, Texas sister or Satan’s concubine

Took my selfesteem, Took my good name, Lied to iowa Human Services, Lied and betrayed me to those I love the most, Bullied mom and Ellen to their death, Put two over the Counter Codine packs on our lovely browbeat diabetic eighty-seven year old mom, I told mom not to allow Diana to do thatContinue reading “Diana lee Heike Dudley,Granbury, Texas sister or Satan’s concubine”

Just jump

Cats some do as you expect, Jump from this to that, Some can and don’t, Tell them no and just like a child they push the limit, Just jump! Don’t scratch good chair! Then I yell why can you be a dog! Yesterday thought I was having a heart attack! The mystery all my demiseContinue reading “Just jump”

Off on Sunday

Rumored to be historic, Temperature peeking fifty, February twenty-first, Twenty -twenty-two the historic , Off to see if mither ever made it home, Mother Marian D.Bittenger Heike wanted her ashes to rest with her mom and dad, Diana Lee a breaker of word, Killer of mother and my baby sister Ellen, Needs to be takenContinue reading “Off on Sunday”

Orchestrated

Scripts, Thoughts, Music, Sounds, Words, Mathematicians, Statistics, Algorithms, Spread, Birth, Progressing, Milky Way, Pragmatists, Injury,personnel,individual, PTSD, Empath, Rebirth, Scared, Breathing, Notable, Significant, Trauma, Meter, Global warming, Money grabbing, Feelings, Emotions, A page, Thought, Atoms, Quantum, Sheldon Cooper, The globe, Eons, Dynasaurs, Education, Dictatorships, Love, Wisconsin,Black Hills, Shenandoah, My heart, Loves, Firfamily, Breathe, Poetry, Soaring, Gravity,Continue reading “Orchestrated”

Sister’s lost leaves irreplaceable hole,

Concept beyond truth, Ellen Beth Heike Mathis lost at fifty-nine, October 29th,twenty-Twenty one, I see her smile in woman walking my way, I miss her so, Thought she to hide, Drink of chose Miller light, Ellen rocked, I foolishly thought we were friends, Thought she knew how proud I was of her, One day inContinue reading “Sister’s lost leaves irreplaceable hole,”

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