Tippy tippy top girl

Ellen Beth Heike was that girl, Ellen where’s my kid sister, I was always a kid in the ground looking up, Proud my baby sister reach the top, Until you reach the time without me, Sisters are supposed to grow old together, How do you grow old together what is gone, Species life alone leavesContinue reading “Tippy tippy top girl”

Needing

Praying with anticipation purring with anticipation, Sadie has wandered into the room, CPSTD -emotional distress causes me to panic, Everything and everyone set it off, My narcississistic half sister damaged all in her wake, Diana the Titanic, Even Sadie trying to find a comphy place to lie, https://cptsdfoundation.org/2020/06/15/narcissistic-abuse-and-complex-post-traumatic-stress-disorder/ Panic mode sucks Diana will have murderedContinue reading “Needing”

Why is it the last thing family want to do for loved ones is stay with them or invite them into your home? Our elderly gave up everything for us!

When I was in Junior High school three older sisters adopted dad, Dr.L.N.Heike, dad would make house calls, Dad was a Chiropractor for forty years, Non of the sisters had children or married , Mory Hart was dad and mom’s and the sisters attorney, One day the sisters,Sofia,Clara and the youngest Minnie put it inContinue reading “Why is it the last thing family want to do for loved ones is stay with them or invite them into your home? Our elderly gave up everything for us!”

Severe Trauma

Witnessing it, Living it, In WWI it was a joke, Called shell shock, In other wars it was a shooting offence, People were called coward! My baby sister was a coward, Ellen paid with her life, Couldn’t stand up for me to our half sister, You’d never call a fireman a coward, Its identified nowContinue reading “Severe Trauma”

Over Emphizer

Not like worrier, Mom took pride in being overly concern, I emphasize, Example – ‘Are you sure your done with the canned kitty food you saw fit to drag me to the kitchen for.Its about to go back in the Frid-ger –Ator! Are you Lis-ten-ing to me Mr Black, The frid-ger-rator! All I get inContinue reading “Over Emphizer”

Me

When you’re in a moment do you ever expect that moment to end? Is your heart anticipated because it’s just too perfect and it can’t possibly happen to you. Do sometimes you wonder if you will ever be in that moment again, When people want to be with you cuz they think you’re cool, AndContinue reading “Me”

Lying noises

When a friend doesn’t get it, It wasn’t an afternoon lark! Gave me PTSD! It was being helpless, Watching a narcississ half sister steal my good name, Corrupt me crippling more then being struck by Linn Morrow’s car, Its hard to circle wagons when attacked by lies of a family member do that half sisterContinue reading “Lying noises”

Oldest and youngest

Both disappointments, Mother,mom never lied or did harm, Diana a bully narcississ, Ellen mother worried all through high school, Upon Ellen’s seventeenth summer, Ellen came home at two thirty, Mom’smother was visiting, Nana the woman who sucked at rearing Diana to eight years old, Mom loved to sing, Sang Sweet Adeline Spencer,Iowa, Church, Mom sangContinue reading “Oldest and youngest”

Sno cone girl

Soft sweet girl, Tough butch, Ticklish vegan, Geogian peach, Sno cone girl, Last week I used a bowl from the set I bought her, She left in our cupboard, She in the box on the floor, Mom use to do that, I had to threaten to put her new gift on the curb before she’dContinue reading “Sno cone girl”

Intellect Assassin

People who willy Nilly say mean things, Friend or foe, Insulting the intellect of an older person, That person me, Doesn’t fly, I simply told Celia, A conversation is two ways, People have the right to be heard, She told me if I had other friends I could talk to them, She told me sheContinue reading “Intellect Assassin”

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