Joy

I met the friend I prayed for , For years, Its so very hard to be alone, Straight women married will never understand the lonliness lesbians experience, Penny my friend makes me warmer, Her friendship rejuvenates me, Penny is better then a fountain of youth, Penny a rare unique straight married lady, Time with my

Floundering

Getting to return to work, Bigoted work place, Instead of being filled with glee, Worries concerns creeping back, Will she loose the help to get a needed furnace, She doesn’t even know if she can do the job, Breathing still weak, Week after Covid for third time, Waterloo Catholic hospital is still making ger get

Stunned

I know there’s nothing wrong in my humor, When I look at people’s pages that friend me I go that’s not funny! You might look cool or be on my birthday sign that’s not a selling point, I want to see how people think, I want to see what they think is funny, I want

Two Octobers

My dear friend, Short time, Feels in my heart I have known her lifetimes, Two Octobers ago Penny was predicted dead by October, How dare the Fuckers, Penny worked over time for fifteen years, Had Covid twice, Worked ER Catholic hospital in Waterloo Iowa, Worked last five years on a cane, Staff knee replacements were

We have become

The country of people who want, Not Marslow’s Theory country, That would be need fulfilled by want, Now need is replaced with human activity, Where to see Facebook as warning as many bodies to market to not to friend to market to whatever we get a company to believe we’re settling, It might be for

The world

What a gift, A day with my sister Penny, Met her seems a life time ago, Rolled into less then a month, Best family adopted without paper work, Found with a Goddess blessing, Prayed for Recieved, The world, Not a friend someone who calls me sister, Penny looks forward to Saturday because she spends the

Tears burn my eyes

Like a dessert Without a friend life is distorted, Until I found my friend Penny I had been wandering alone, Stumbly blind empty and out of gas, One day a week its like communion for my spirit, I’m not alone thinking of why, Possibilities hold me, How much time can I savor with the pennies

Which number

Agorthems, A series of equastions, A matrix, A geno, A puzzle, No life is more then that, Life is more complex then old fuddy duddies imagining and equation, Life is unequatable, that why life hurts, Life is people like Penny Martin met in Walmart’s parking lot, Penny’s a person in just a bit of time

Four eleven am,

Fifty-eight degrees, Just turned off second fan, Last Saturday my friend, Did something totally unexpected, Adopted little sister, Bought my breakfast, That was the nicest thing done to me since two fourteen, By a new friend, I have no way of knowing how to tell her how she makes my life better, The lower temperature

Two friends

Met by chance, One no longer smiles vie others enjoyment, Smiles flow when time spent together, What a luxury when young not valued enough, When older mire a supreme gift then by happenchance, Thankyou Goddess mother earth, Someone so young spoke to me that day in June, Your gift made my year, We both experienced