Walk I shall always recall

Strolling to Bear Lake through our woods, In fall Lee Ann removing my slivers, Uncle Norm made the best sling shots, Always used saved inner tubes that no longer floated, The tree house built by cousins and one short time brother in law, John Cook,Robbie and Julie’s dad, How the meadow changed from huge with

Mom and dad

Dr.L.N. and Marian D.Heike, We’d July 1st,1956, Mom was beautiful, Dad Was tall and good looking, They were married fifty-eight years, Both born in 1927, Dad September 1st, Mom November 4th, I miss you mom, I regret not murdering the woman who destroyed you daily, Soiled dads. Name without allow jim to beat the shit

Oldest and youngest

Both disappointments, Mother,mom never lied or did harm, Diana a bully narcississ, Ellen mother worried all through high school, Upon Ellen’s seventeenth summer, Ellen came home at two thirty, Mom’smother was visiting, Nana the woman who sucked at rearing Diana to eight years old, Mom loved to sing, Sang Sweet Adeline Spencer,Iowa, Church, Mom sang

Irresponsible

Dad’s away, Gone to Texas to see, With his sister he drove, Youngest sons wedding they went, Left his two dogs and cat, Twenty-six year old son to care, If makes brains are grown are twenty-five, Responsibility must be skill earned, His dad and mom had ten children, I was asked to text son nightly,

Sold a book

Now not just a poet, Or an Empathic poet, Or an out lesbian entrepreneur, I’m also a collector, Sold my first book today, I will have earned part of seven dollars, Like Doc Heike would say, My dad,its money I did not have before, Of course he also said its better then being kicked in

Family

Grow up! See your children parents for people, When your eighty and your children are in their fifties, Parent’s your children are now adults, Parent’s Grow up, My own parents treated other people my age as adults, And me I was always just Val, Respect works both ways,

Beloved

Photos loved ones absent, FaceBook accounts hacked, Irreplaceable memories, Gone loved ones, Stolen photo fragments, A friend, A friend lost photos of her dad, I lost last ones taken of mom and baby sister, Gone, Raped from us, Now the thief slanders us, Using our dead beloved relatives, Steps shall be taken to deal with

One aunt,

My favorite aunt died, No christian relative shared she was sick, No one cared I cared, When she had been gone six months, Seeking to know where she was, I found aunt Clarian had been gone six months, What kind of calous beings decided not to share that? What was in there acid hearts, Blackened

Lost calm

Lost family, Lost good name, Lied onto Elder Abuse by something vile, Lost family, Two twenty crushed my, Gentle, empath, heart, Seas no longer restful, Little things arupt within me, Where never before volatile, Want, Dream, Need, Crush family abusers windpipe between my hands, Want the monster , Want the murder of my mom and

My black cat

Mr. Black and my dad, The whole show, I want, I need, Do it now! So he my Black cat goes to sit in cat box, I Hate when he does that, So of course I Scream, ‘Get out of that! Black Zooms back to his room, Where when I arrive with his breakfast: 2