Walk I shall always recall

Strolling to Bear Lake through our woods, In fall Lee Ann removing my slivers, Uncle Norm made the best sling shots, Always used saved inner tubes that no longer floated, The tree house built by cousins and one short time brother in law, John Cook,Robbie and Julie’s dad, How the meadow changed from huge withContinue reading “Walk I shall always recall”

Putting away

How do you put family as if in a bag, Out of site, Not call, Not text, Not email, Treat as if dead, All they have are lies told by a narcissist , I the one forgotten, I the one like Elf on the shelf, I miss them, I miss hugs, Miss family, Miss caring,Continue reading “Putting away”

Eighteen years in the ER

Catholic hospital,Waterloo,IA, Can’t give out drugs to stop , Err abstain from pregnancy , Can placed disabled hard working nurse who worked eighteen years in ER on temporary disability, Nurse Atta we will call her, Worked sixteen hour days, Nurses use to stay in rooms not used so short on staff, Can’t now,now they stayContinue reading “Eighteen years in the ER”

Oldest and youngest

Both disappointments, Mother,mom never lied or did harm, Diana a bully narcississ, Ellen mother worried all through high school, Upon Ellen’s seventeenth summer, Ellen came home at two thirty, Mom’smother was visiting, Nana the woman who sucked at rearing Diana to eight years old, Mom loved to sing, Sang Sweet Adeline Spencer,Iowa, Church, Mom sangContinue reading “Oldest and youngest”

Too much!

One cat who I use to love pushes me beyond angry, This is not good for me, Not good for her, So I’m going back before my half sister murdered mom, Forced my younger sister to drink herself to death, Back when family gathering were for first time in my life fun, Dad was inContinue reading “Too much!”

Beloved

Photos loved ones absent, FaceBook accounts hacked, Irreplaceable memories, Gone loved ones, Stolen photo fragments, A friend, A friend lost photos of her dad, I lost last ones taken of mom and baby sister, Gone, Raped from us, Now the thief slanders us, Using our dead beloved relatives, Steps shall be taken to deal withContinue reading “Beloved”

It’s not better parents abuse or that of a stranger.

R U the kid grown, Parents yours dumped on? In my world that was the norm, Age yours is not a quotion, Equivalent with a number, My dad always surprised I tried, My dad loved my failure, Favorite expression if you’d only asked I would have told you will fail’, Time saving dad, Pain caringContinue reading “It’s not better parents abuse or that of a stranger.”

Broken trust!

Humans do it all the time, Trust never recovers, My half sister was first, Took her gay sister to hell, Tossed me and my good names away, For what purpose Hers, Destroying mom, In end murdering, Making what mother loved, What meant most to mom worthless, Mom was finally free, Dad was dead, Her firstContinue reading “Broken trust!”

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