When I was fifty-six

Standing on the threshold of forty-seven, My entire world was like Jenga, You know the game like giant pixie sticks pull out the wrong one and you are doomed, Mom and I were watching TV, I on the floor at moms feet with Patches, Patches was an orange cat, Patches arrived at my cat hostel

Chapter 5, Jolly Holly

Coldest Christmas Eve in my history, Colder then after my half sister torched our laundry room December third twenty fourteen after removing all but one smoke alarm battery, Christmas early evening I spent in dad’s red Dodge pickup truck with my four kitties that survived Diana’s fire in our electric drier, Electric driers cause two

Frivellous my word

People who only believe in self worth, Value non silly fun, Silliness is a battery that stops in 2021, Commences once more in twenty twenty-two, Historians such as I that know every number over twenty needs to be spelt out unless its earmarking a specific historic year, But is it historically significant for others or

Another fifty mph wind

When wind is so strong your vehicle sounds like a thin bit of metal, But you still need antifreeze and to mail books to Alaska, My cousin John Rohr & wife own the bakery there, Probably not seen John since his sister Rebekah’s death in the eighty’s, When you say a number its like that

Oldest and youngest

Both disappointments, Mother,mom never lied or did harm, Diana a bully narcississ, Ellen mother worried all through high school, Upon Ellen’s seventeenth summer, Ellen came home at two thirty, Mom’smother was visiting, Nana the woman who sucked at rearing Diana to eight years old, Mom loved to sing, Sang Sweet Adeline Spencer,Iowa, Church, Mom sang

Cousins

Loved, Cherrished, Never met, Cousins Heike,Mory, Dennis, Blom,Faux,Rohr, Kleeman,Crew,Bittenger,Orb, Hi this is Val, Lee’s eldest, If you live please contact me, Blessings be with you all.

Intellect Assassin

People who willy Nilly say mean things, Friend or foe, Insulting the intellect of an older person, That person me, Doesn’t fly, I simply told Celia, A conversation is two ways, People have the right to be heard, She told me if I had other friends I could talk to them, She told me she

Diana lee Heike Dudley,Granbury, Texas sister or Satan’s concubine

Took my selfesteem, Took my good name, Lied to iowa Human Services, Lied and betrayed me to those I love the most, Bullied mom and Ellen to their death, Put two over the Counter Codine packs on our lovely browbeat diabetic eighty-seven year old mom, I told mom not to allow Diana to do that

Orchestrated

Scripts, Thoughts, Music, Sounds, Words, Mathematicians, Statistics, Algorithms, Spread, Birth, Progressing, Milky Way, Pragmatists, Injury,personnel,individual, PTSD, Empath, Rebirth, Scared, Breathing, Notable, Significant, Trauma, Meter, Global warming, Money grabbing, Feelings, Emotions, A page, Thought, Atoms, Quantum, Sheldon Cooper, The globe, Eons, Dynasaurs, Education, Dictatorships, Love, Wisconsin,Black Hills, Shenandoah, My heart, Loves, Firfamily, Breathe, Poetry, Soaring, Gravity,

Lonesome that’s me

Are we suppose to out live our baby sister? I missed Ellen Beth five years before my half sister crushed her, Ellen died shortly after Diana’s visit, October the twenty-ninth,twenty twenty, Four months twenty- three days after my mom my friend had a massive stroke due to codeine posining. Codine packs in Texas are not