Funny families hate

When you refer to hate feels private, Smells old, Felt, Cold, Lodges in your heart, Liars. No what hurts most, Narcississit when goggled point toward parents, Are they stupid, Narcississit that carce up once family, Sisters, use you, Foul lies spread. Like impeachment they get away. Seems easier family believe you are the monster, FamilyContinue reading “Funny families hate”

Smells{part 1}

People are gone, Memories linked, Time and place, Closing my eyes, Taken back to the days, Christmas had meaning, All night befire Christmas, House was made ready, Pine tree scent filled the front room, Years gone dads brush trees, Cut and brought in, No aroma of Pine, Smelt of deer piss and the color brown,Continue reading “Smells{part 1}”

On Gossamer Wings

Sailing bye Threw space and time Up threw the ozone Rebounding to.earth No Clarence vell rang Still Marian got her figurative wings She briefly ponders Blue box drifting bye One door She stops Knocks Yells ‘You Who!’ Figures no one home Unlike Iowa’s Human Services September third twenty twelve flies away Floats a bit toContinue reading “On Gossamer Wings”

Top of the world

Not heard my mom giggle Not heard her say hi Val Not heard Marian D Heike laugh Tell a joke ‘I took a neck from some beer bottle, And from a horse I took some hair, I took some hair And I put them all together With some wire and some glue And I gotContinue reading “Top of the world”

Deep pain

Often wondered do others Think! When people send no card Call to hear a voice Do they wonder as I do Were those feelings, gatherings real I was there, I felt Gave of myself asked for nothing in return but to be inclued in your life Still no one cared last year when my favoriteContinue reading “Deep pain”

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This is my story what happened to my mom and me. Our stories matter even if No one hears us!

Control

Control captures the heart of a narcississ. From youth humans are conditioned like rats in a maze. Ring that bell be directed to the left. See a hole, see body fall through human turns opposote direction. My half sister daughter of a man who beat our mom. When Lee Hartly(California) married Marian Bittenger(Spencer,Iowa) they movedContinue reading “Control”

Without heart

Lies got my half sister Diana Dudley all she wanted our mom oride her from her jome after a priest came the might before! The might before! After two years of phone harrassement, ten times a day each day leaving mom in tears. Ten times a day with mom wondering out loud ‘Doesn’t she knowContinue reading “Without heart”

Happy 58th Ellen see you!

So Ellen did Diana tell you about her removing my lock to keep our front door sealed to stop the loss of warm air in October 2014 . Did she tell you how she belittled our 86 year old mom by sticking her hand in moms face and belittling mom ‘Yelling,You have NOTHING of value,Continue reading “Happy 58th Ellen see you!”