Lost calm

Lost family, Lost good name, Lied onto Elder Abuse by something vile, Lost family, Two twenty crushed my, Gentle, empath, heart, Seas no longer restful, Little things arupt within me, Where never before volatile, Want, Dream, Need, Crush family abusers windpipe between my hands, Want the monster , Want the murder of my mom andContinue reading “Lost calm”

Cats,humans,& dogs,

Dogs seek you, Dogs love you can heck or high water, They need you & you need them, Trust is blind with dogs I think that’s why when abandoned they believe you will return When I was abandoned by my entire family left it didn’t matter to anyone I was innocent, My baby sister knewContinue reading “Cats,humans,& dogs,”

Is doing your Best OK?

You try to dot all the i’s, Correct your deficient, I try to be a good person, Last year this time thought the world was gonna be ok, I was going to have better, Happier days, A lady asked me to be hers, No one ever cared to ask me, I was beyond happy, ThatContinue reading “Is doing your Best OK?”

Sixteen

Cousins all, Youngest of three families perrished, One family eldest died cancer, Becky fought a good fight, Becky fought husband Peter found comfort in another women’s arms. I heard my say flippidly Becky lost Peter with cancer, Aunt who said that lost the fight with cancer before Becky, Becky sat beside me at aunt Wava’sContinue reading “Sixteen”

Orchestrated

Scripts, Thoughts, Music, Sounds, Words, Mathematicians, Statistics, Algorithms, Spread, Birth, Progressing, Milky Way, Pragmatists, Injury,personnel,individual, PTSD, Empath, Rebirth, Scared, Breathing, Notable, Significant, Trauma, Meter, Global warming, Money grabbing, Feelings, Emotions, A page, Thought, Atoms, Quantum, Sheldon Cooper, The globe, Eons, Dynasaurs, Education, Dictatorships, Love, Wisconsin,Black Hills, Shenandoah, My heart, Loves, Firfamily, Breathe, Poetry, Soaring, Gravity,Continue reading “Orchestrated”

Sister

Death life vanished, Flame snuffed out, Ellen loved candles flickering, Five years stollen from me, Time we missed,holidays, Lies consume more the flames, October never good for me, Sister Missed you so very much Ellen, The asswipe han service of Iowa were told in the lies of my older half sister Ellen was afraid ofContinue reading “Sister”

Lonesome that’s me

Are we suppose to out live our baby sister? I missed Ellen Beth five years before my half sister crushed her, Ellen died shortly after Diana’s visit, October the twenty-ninth,twenty twenty, Four months twenty- three days after my mom my friend had a massive stroke due to codeine posining. Codine packs in Texas are notContinue reading “Lonesome that’s me”

Scream heard,

Poor Mr Black, My cat, Skin likes leper, He has an old enemy, It ease a him to lick So lick he does, Nearly all his hair is gone on one side, Much to hot to sit with blanket on, He and his Salmon has been in our hand me down doggie kennel for threeContinue reading “Scream heard,”

Take flight

Abuse, Bullying, Fear, Trauma, Something, Nothing, Fear, …. .Fear, Fear, A kitten to close to my head, Anything climbing or on me, Nothing, Nothing, Nothing, Narcississitic lies, About my character, Lies of my abusing someone I love, Loosing all those I loved, At gumpoint of lies, Empty, Vaccumous,void, Abyss, Painful as if a shot wereContinue reading “Take flight”

Poor me,

A friend calls, Always in pain, Needs validation, The times I suffer, Private thing, Need no pas on head, I hurt, I write, Pain oozes from the wounds if family stripped from me by a narcississ half sisters lies, I think all narcississ should be hunted, Brutally murdered, Have they bodies hung like in timesContinue reading “Poor me,”

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