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Stupid no point idea

Fake leather on lift chair, All who need the chairs have pets, Most of those pets cats, The chairs are our Limo’s, Cats live the sound jabbing their nails in skin, No matter how excited and pissed off it makes me they continue not to get it, We have spent a life time buying greatContinue reading “Stupid no point idea”

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Too much!

One cat who I use to love pushes me beyond angry, This is not good for me, Not good for her, So I’m going back before my half sister murdered mom, Forced my younger sister to drink herself to death, Back when family gathering were for first time in my life fun, Dad was inContinue reading “Too much!”

Tomorrow

For some tomorrow never comes, For some tomorrow’s just Sunday, For Ellen Heike Mathis mother of three boys, For Ellen tomorrow stopped 10/29/2020, Born April eleventh nineteen sixty-one, Tomorrow Ellen would have been sixty-one, Murdered, Unable to like me help mom, Ellen tucked her prayers in a beer bottle, Her surviving boys saw Nothing ifContinue reading “Tomorrow”

Thinning the herd, Kull

Kulling! What it does is remove those seen as weak, The weak are thought to ruin strength of the breed, Every culture down through time targeted those others felt were expendable, Seen as herd ruiners, Even holier the though christian America, American’s scientificly imagined a nazi had the exact Egenics, https://sites.uw.edu/twomn347/2019/12/12/early-american-eugenics-movement/#:~:text=The%20American%20eugenics%20movement%20was,human%20race%20through%20selective%20breeding. https://www.nature.com/scitable/forums/genetics-generation/america-s-hidden-history-the-eugenics-movement-123919444/ https://www.newyorker.com/books/page-turner/the-forgotten-lessons-of-the-american-eugenics-movement/amp https://www.pbs.org/independentlens/blog/unwanted-sterilization-and-eugenics-programs-in-the-united-states/ https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC2757926/

Lost calm

Lost family, Lost good name, Lied onto Elder Abuse by something vile, Lost family, Two twenty crushed my, Gentle, empath, heart, Seas no longer restful, Little things arupt within me, Where never before volatile, Want, Dream, Need, Crush family abusers windpipe between my hands, Want the monster , Want the murder of my mom andContinue reading “Lost calm”

Trauma

Begets fear, Bullying, Lies beget believers, Innocent gets you crushed, Lonliness, Being fearful even from love, Feelings, Cornered, Trapped, All from Not bombs bursting in air! Shell shock mine from narcississ half sister who mom told seventy times a day ‘ No I”m not leaving my home,my family & friends or my cat!’ Mom andContinue reading “Trauma”

Abandoned in Germany

A divorce, A mother returned to Germany, A war bride, Taking her children, Two boys and a daughter, Abusive father American, Reweds, A phodofile, Had two more children victims of the medical doctor, The mother with two sons returns to America, Daughter damage from two years to thirteen, Father raped, So many night mares, DaughterContinue reading “Abandoned in Germany”

When their wrong

Tonight I told someone I was hurt by her opinion, There was no I’m sorry, Through the phone, One she said, ‘Oh Val you miss understood!’ ‘That’s not what I said!’ Then the one where I was wrong, ‘Val your too sensitive!’ Never I’m sorry, Just I miss understood, I’m so glad we never dated!Continue reading “When their wrong”

Sister

Death life vanished, Flame snuffed out, Ellen loved candles flickering, Five years stollen from me, Time we missed,holidays, Lies consume more the flames, October never good for me, Sister Missed you so very much Ellen, The asswipe han service of Iowa were told in the lies of my older half sister Ellen was afraid ofContinue reading “Sister”

Sister’s lost leaves irreplaceable hole,

Concept beyond truth, Ellen Beth Heike Mathis lost at fifty-nine, October 29th,twenty-Twenty one, I see her smile in woman walking my way, I miss her so, Thought she to hide, Drink of chose Miller light, Ellen rocked, I foolishly thought we were friends, Thought she knew how proud I was of her, One day inContinue reading “Sister’s lost leaves irreplaceable hole,”