Abandoned in Germany

A divorce, A mother returned to Germany, A war bride, Taking her children, Two boys and a daughter, Abusive father American, Reweds, A phodofile, Had two more children victims of the medical doctor, The mother with two sons returns to America, Daughter damage from two years to thirteen, Father raped, So many night mares, DaughterContinue reading “Abandoned in Germany”

When their wrong

Tonight I told someone I was hurt by her opinion, There was no I’m sorry, Through the phone, One she said, ‘Oh Val you miss understood!’ ‘That’s not what I said!’ Then the one where I was wrong, ‘Val your too sensitive!’ Never I’m sorry, Just I miss understood, I’m so glad we never dated!Continue reading “When their wrong”

Sister

Death life vanished, Flame snuffed out, Ellen loved candles flickering, Five years stollen from me, Time we missed,holidays, Lies consume more the flames, October never good for me, Sister Missed you so very much Ellen, The asswipe han service of Iowa were told in the lies of my older half sister Ellen was afraid ofContinue reading “Sister”

Sister’s lost leaves irreplaceable hole,

Concept beyond truth, Ellen Beth Heike Mathis lost at fifty-nine, October 29th,twenty-Twenty one, I see her smile in woman walking my way, I miss her so, Thought she to hide, Drink of chose Miller light, Ellen rocked, I foolishly thought we were friends, Thought she knew how proud I was of her, One day inContinue reading “Sister’s lost leaves irreplaceable hole,”

Take flight

Abuse, Bullying, Fear, Trauma, Something, Nothing, Fear, …. .Fear, Fear, A kitten to close to my head, Anything climbing or on me, Nothing, Nothing, Nothing, Narcississitic lies, About my character, Lies of my abusing someone I love, Loosing all those I loved, At gumpoint of lies, Empty, Vaccumous,void, Abyss, Painful as if a shot wereContinue reading “Take flight”

Crumpled like tossed paper,

Years ago Dr.Deb Fordice, Utilized an example of bullying, The class was at Luther College, The year 2012,September 3rd, The day Diana sent two men to sneak in our back door, Lies diana told of my being bed ridden, Beaten, No phone, No food, All lies, The class I was in was Psychology of education,Continue reading “Crumpled like tossed paper,”

Poor me,

A friend calls, Always in pain, Needs validation, The times I suffer, Private thing, Need no pas on head, I hurt, I write, Pain oozes from the wounds if family stripped from me by a narcississ half sisters lies, I think all narcississ should be hunted, Brutally murdered, Have they bodies hung like in timesContinue reading “Poor me,”

Surround

You are a universe but not universal, You are an Island not eater but things encompass you, Your,my sense of emotional reality is a variant, Like an equation, Numeral in depth, Nomical in discription, As an Empath I pick up emotions, Like the old expression on bad apple ruins my temper, Like an anvil IContinue reading “Surround”

Gone off

Now I love several things, Top five have always been, Number ones, Even Stevens as my baby sister Ellen use to call it, 1.Technology, 2. Good books, 3. Women, 4. Driving down unknown roads, 5. Ice cream a. Blue Bunny Butter Brickle or mint chip,walnuts good too, b. Home made {Amish or from the screamContinue reading “Gone off”

Don’t tread on Retreat

Like Lee , Hiding in plan sights insane, I owe Nothing to Neighbor, I just know she will want to wash all her clothes again I always find it on hot water, Last night she had to borrowed car to go to gas station her two packs well e gone and had no ice, ItContinue reading “Don’t tread on Retreat”

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