People who only believe in self worth,
Value non silly fun,
Silliness is a battery that stops in 2021,
Commences once more in twenty twenty-two,
Historians such as I that know every number over twenty needs to be spelt out unless its earmarking a specific historic year,
But is it historically significant for others or just for me,
I came out June of 1998,
That year is significant in my history,
That’s they year I first hand witness end christianity hate,
Hate I think the word in its self holds no value,
Its like a spoon it needs to be stirred up with fear to be a weapon,
I as a writer never capitalize things I view as insignificant,
I was brought up believing the meek shall inherit the earth,
Being a gay I must be meek,
I was used my a half sister to allow my family to see her as wonderful and the gay Pagan as evil and yet my ‘Moto is ‘Do no evil!’
I was beyond please when I research my dad’s mom’s heritage and found she was Yiddish ‘Kleeman.’
Means Clover man, life is meant to be silly when examined under a microscope too!
My mom whom I loved to the moon and back Marian D. Bittenger Heike could walk into any yard look down and find at least five four leaf clovers,
I on the other hands only five leaf clovers become four when I remove a leaf,
As the oldest daughter of a youngest son of a gentile and a Jew dad’s dad a WWI First Sargent in the Medical Corps in France whose job was retrieving his fallen comrades dead and injured from the trenches in Flanders.
It would have been a miracle that after the war he did not drink then take his anger out on his youngest son when my dad and friends got drink on his booze,
Dad was fourteen grandad nearly beat dad to death,
That was a memory dad carried forward,
My memory I carried forward from fourteen was taking a loaded gun from dad at the family cabin,
Dad was going to shoot mom and Ellen and her friend Debbie Henry,my nephew Robert who was give and sister Julie who was three and me then himself,
I Misses Meek poet gay,Jew,I removed a loaded gun from dad’s hand,
Still forty -two years later Robert and Julie’s mom the five times divorced narcissists convinced all that I was an abuser,
Sometimes monsters like Hitler exist in our own families,
Life sometimes imitates art like that horrible christmas film with Jimmy Stewart’s film ‘It’s a wonderful life’,
Everything in yesterdays world is predependant upon literally a grain if sand.
The Amish call children born out of wedlock, “The hand of sin,’
I believe all babies are innocent,
Amish edicts state that before a child joins the Amish Ordain what they do is not a sin!
You can call a pig a dog but it will still be a pig!
Jolly old England wasn’t Jolly ask any historian,