Another fifty mph wind

When wind is so strong your vehicle sounds like a thin bit of metal,

But you still need antifreeze and to mail books to Alaska,

My cousin John Rohr & wife own the bakery there,

Probably not seen John since his sister Rebekah’s death in the eighty’s,

When you say a number its like that fifty mph wind,

Time seem less,

I know my cousin John anywhere,

John’s laughter was big,

All five of his brothers and sisters white blonde hair,

Becky I adored her,

First aunt Wava died of cancer,

Uncle Norman nearly two years later,

Then colon cancer was Seventy-five percent curable dad was beside himself to loose his older brother so easy,

Norm fought with Wava over silly things,

Wava blessed Norm with seven children five lived,

I remember Norm he loved calling me Valerie I hated that,

At Wava’s funeral Norm was furious at the number of cards he got blank inside just money,

Disassociation,

People couldn’t even take the time to write a few things they will miss about the beautiful person Wava was,

Becky say beside me at Uncle Norms funeral Becky was fighting cancer she had a husband and two daughters to live for,

Within a year we lost my beautiful inside and court older cousin, Rebekah,

In the years to and in two twenty we lost Laurie Norm’s fourth daughter and her husband to cancer,

Laurie’s cancer was from Bob the only son of a millionaire a lawyer,

Bob had it as well they died of all things in a car wreck,

Norms youngest daughter was very sick in two twenty couldn’t come to mom’s memorial after five years stuck with that bitch in Texas and two packs of Codine a week placed on our diabetic mom the murder took,

Karen my favorite cousin next to Renee died we lost my baby sister after years of suffering at the hands of our narcississist half sister Diana October twenty-nine during Diana’s visit more deleting of mom,

Wind blows ,

Death deletes people,

Memories that which cements families of those we love and loose,