My Florida depressed friend calls me nightly,
I always stop!
What ever I’m doing and answer the phone,
I know it will just be all about her pain,
Then if I try to share anything instantly she us to tired to talk abd must rest,
Before she goes whether its ten pm or one thirty she inquires how late I will be up,
Shr rings off then fir an hour calls me every fifteen to twenty minutes,
I can’t watch anything in my TV room my friend thinks it wrong that I din’t take my phone everywhere I go,
She refused to comprehend that was a mechanism my older half sister used to Gaslight our mom for two abd a half years,
She never will get I own me no phone with a narcissist attach dominates me,
My poor mom was taunted after dad died by her eldest narcissist daughter from her first marriage’the wife beater!’
I’ll call her back after I through eating and have gotten my blanket so my old black cat can rest on my lap.
I care what happens to her,
But for the past six years everynight,
Three hundred and sixty five days if the year by six years equals two thousand one hundred and ninety not once maybe four times a night its hard not to get depressed with her,
No one xan afford such sadness,
See Celia was raped from two years old by her dad and grandfather,
Then as the eldest of four children with a German mom she was abandoned alone in Germany by her mom.
Monsters are really demons that manifest and destroy people from within their minds,