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Never seek

When women say,

Tell me about you,

I go sty me still!

Words matter as a poet,

Words have power,

Only people use them wrongly,

Wrongly used allows unseemless lies,

I trusted,

I thought,

Two different women were interested,

Exactly in my goals for us,

I learned the hard way,

Age doesn’t teach,

Time doesn’t teach,

Gauges dug deep within a beating muscle teaches,

Only date intelligent lesbians,

Time seasoned,

Who grew from strife,

Hope that two goals might mingle and become one,

My desires will never be hers,

That’s a giving,

She should never judge me by those that hurt her,

What I have built from the ground up is me,

A wordsmith,

A writer,

Historian scared by a narcissist who killed those I loved,

Then walked away,

Another truth about me I don’t lie,

Nor will I ever forgive my half sister as long as eternity is,


She crushed me by tarnishing my good name,

She treated our mom as unworthy to breath,

Mom just wanted to remain in her own home,

In Waukon,Iowa,with her family and her cat,

All that mom was was destroyed by two and a half years gaslighting,


Threatening mom in August two fourteen,

If I returned to Luther College,

Diana Lee Heike Dudley told mom she’d drive to Waukon,Iowa and either force our invalid eighty-six year old mom who was still driving into a nursing home or take her against her will to Granbury Texas.

My mom came to me in tears,

Begged me to leave Luther College,

My mom was afraid of her eldest daughter,

The daughter of her wife beating husband,

Not my dad Dr.L.N.Heike’s,

Diana had belittled and used moms goodness all her life to get what she wanted .

Ten times a day mom would cry after Diana’s badgerings,

Mother would say doesn’t she get no us No!

Harassment on the phone or in someones face is illegal!

I wrote about it all,

Pages of it,

From 2010,

This is part of the pain,

After Diana lit our laundry room December third two fourteen,

Electric driers cause 2% of laundry room fires,

One of five smoke alarms sounded,

No fire at 8,

No laundry room,or dad’s gun cabinet,mom’s bedroom door,

The fire was so hot it burned through the wall by the front door ,

In October Diana yelled at mom with her fist in moms face that we had No right to lock our doors according to her highness Diana Lee Heike Dudley we had no right to lock our doirs.In her words we had Nothing of value!

That was the visit Diana stoled mom’s notebook Robbie gave her christmas 2013,

Year after Diana lied to Iowa Human Service department that beat mom ‘Our, Bedridden eighty-five year old mother!,

Iowa Human Service Department sucks no one bother to look into Diana.Mom the supposed bedridden mom flew home alone after nearly three months stuck in Granbury Texas,

I am still really pleased I moved all dad’s loaded guns ,

I only regret murdering Diana in October 2014, and not locking the doors anyway.

Published by Val's Whitewolf Books

Val's Whitewolf Media Anchor PodCast. I write here on WordPress. I believe that everyone should tell their story and that every book is a learning tool that will help those of us who are writers become better at our craft.I'm learning plus becoming more confident as an empath its important to share and touch with my heart others harmed by others words. I sell books on Pango.

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