Not picking up

Every night I say,

If watching a movie,

Or TV which she does not get,

I say to ‘Celia ‘vittially in my head wait!’

This is time,

I don’t care she is sad!

I don’t feel like.

Having to virtually pat her upon the back,

Last night she interrupted a movie five times,

I had told her I’m going to finish eating,

Finish this movie then take a nap,

She kept asking did I sleep yet,

I said, she said she wasn’t going to call back until midnight,

That was thirty minutes ago,

Its only nine,

At fifty-three she’s like a small child,

I’m sorry she was raped repeatedly as a small child by her father the doctor,

I’m more mad at me,

Why do I answer?

She doesn’t value my time,

Criticizes my eating habits,

Cares nothing for my time of enjoyment or rest,

Beating me up,

I always answer in megatone,

Like my.voice has flat-lined,

Thats why I never take my phone when watching TV.

She hates that,

Doesn’t get why my little enjoyment is better without her,

Or that when I’m in a story as an empath I feel the writer,

I feel nothing if all I’m fir is to tell her ‘I’m proud of her for trying!’

Published by Val's Whitewolf Books

Val's Whitewolf Media Anchor PodCast. I write here on WordPress. I believe that everyone should tell their story and that every book is a learning tool that will help those of us who are writers become better at our craft.I'm learning plus becoming more confident as an empath its important to share and touch with my heart others harmed by others words. I sell books on Pango.

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