When I was a kid nothing I knew was me,
I loved mom felt safish(my word) at home,
Safish=safe at home,
Thought rainbows were like four leaf clovers,
Seen by others less found by me,
Now at sixty-four life is still an upward climb,
Tried today,
Retry tomorrow,
Keep going,
Keep trying seeking not you me,
I wanted to write on a newspaper,
Put down roots,
Time even changes desires,
Now I want ground to grow on,
Here my garden’s my front porch and tubs,
Security camera’s have no wires attached,
I want security,
Home insurance,
An earth home,
Wind and solar,
Off the grid,
Live in a basement home,
No more fear of tornados,
That’s my rainbow,
Thats the four leaf clover,
My dad’s mom’s last name,
Yiddish ‘Kleeman’,
Means ‘Cloverman’,