Sadie the pole dancer

Sadies eight month old grey calico,

In heat fir second time ,

As I maneuver down the hall,

Sadie weaves in and around my legs,

When not with my cane,

She scares me,

PTSD victim of narcissistic half sister,

I scream,

I fear not falling but hurting her,

When I knee on a chair,

My legs off the ground Sadie brushes under my legs,

I hate that feel,

I learned yesterday the only way I can get my four youngest fixed would be if they were all homeless!

That makes me think of the government Solar program which I would love to have,

January and Feb and March electric/and feil bill was $200- $250 a month.

I was on the government heating program,

But it would make more sense if those of us who wanted Solar could all get it.

Then our excess we could sell back to the electric company.

I called the Solar thing one day,

I was told because I don’t own the land my home is on I don’t qualify.

What a bunch of horse pooh!

I’m going to get Solar in bits and pieces.

Will work toward on nothing to get my cats fixed as well.

Life is not fair. But I love all my girls,

I will try to scream less,

Sadies extremely sweet.

https://www.energy.gov/eere/solar/homeowners-guide-federal-tax-credit-solar-photovoltaics

https://www.forbes.com/advisor/home-improvement/solar-tax-credit-by-state/

https://www.solarreviews.com/solar-incentives/iowa