Careless

person sane one minute,

Invisible a few hours later,

Threatening me with the law after I spent $31 for cat foot and two coloring books,

Sixteen ninety-eight to post three DVD’s and cat food to Macon Georgia,

A few short hours later she’s accusing me of giving her property away.

Look and see the good in the woman who still cares,

Care what a foolish word,

Love is worse,

Belief that is better to be meek,

Horse crap I spent fifty-six years dedicated,loyal,caring what it get me lied onto Elder Abuse by a half sister who crushed mom’s desire to live in her home with gay daughter and her cat,

I found out the hard way my straight christian family was worthless,

Guess some people don’t deserve being cared about!

Not perfect I’m only human,

This is the last woman I will ever care for,

It would be nice if once the thought occured to her who I am,

I the gay Iowa kid raised to put others first,

It allowed my narcississ older sister to gut me so she got what she wanted ,

Those I loved most in life dead because of her,

Maybe then she would not accuse me of avarice,

Just say thankyou,

Maybe she’d remember I loved her enough to spend my inheritance to go to Georgia twice and offer to share my home with her,

I never wanted to do that to anyone else

Published by Val's Whitewolf Books

Val's Whitewolf Media Anchor PodCast. I write here on WordPress. I believe that everyone should tell their story and that every book is a learning tool that will help those of us who are writers become better at our craft.I'm learning plus becoming more confident as an empath its important to share and touch with my heart others harmed by others words. I sell books on Pango.

7 thoughts on “Careless

  1. What does this message to me mean after you sent pictures of my cat and owl coloring books and I thanked you for sending to me. “Well Ill still send it give it to a friend the owl book has mire pages to color”.
    That made me think you gave my cat coloring book to a friend.
    You said you’d keep my things until I get back to retrieve them.
    Then you say that. You wouldn’t explain what you meant so that’s what I assumed.
    Also I didn’t ask you to buy me cat food. You had that idea on your own. I knew you didn’t have money to buy people things. That’s why I send you money. One reason is because I owe you money and the other reason is you need the money. I go out of my way to try to give as much as I can. And a lot more than I can afford.
    My daughter has to send me money after I send you half of my paycheck abd one time it got lost in the mail.
    I appreciate you sending my things and the documents I asked for but please don’t buy me anything else.
    I’m selling my 40″ tv and new big microwave so I can send you more money.
    Now I am sending you the money for the post office.
    It will be years before I pay off the $6,000.00 especially when I’m on social security and get less than you.
    I’m almost 70 years old and live with my family because I can’t pay rent and utilities plus send you money. And the other reason is my health.
    I am a nut case like you said but it’s because you don’t explain yourself plus you get ideas in your head and won’t listen to me. Especially when you need to take care of you and your cats.
    Thanks for the thought of caring but you need to look out for yourself.

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      1. My sister gave me the cat book ‘and’ the owl book in 2020 ar Christmas time. When I moved in and unpacked some boxes, those coloring books were put in the tv room for me to color in.
        I’m not planning to give neither book away.
        Thanks for explaining that about giving to a friend. If you had explained it to me liked I begged you to on more than once. This would have not got out of hand.

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      1. There is no words that said I agreed. I told you that there were several things I couldn’t get this month after going higher on the payments I give you every month. I said I couldn’t get Sammy his cat food and litter this month because a company took money out of my account plus me sending you $300 instead of $200.
        You said to tell you what kind of food he eats. I sent you a picture. I found out a long time ago that I could put my foot down about you buying me things but it never works. You do what ever you want. Whether I like it or not. Just like this time.
        I just shut my pie hole because you won’t listen.
        Then the next time I talked to you, you was telling me you ordered the stuff and instead of them sending it to me, they were sending it to you. Then you were going to mail it to me.
        There was not one word that I said I asked you to order me cat food and other things. I was just telling you about it.
        You have a good heart to want to help even if you had one penny, instead if keeping it for yourself, you’ll give it away and crawl in a corner and suffer.
        Thanks for the help. You’ll be rewarded for your efforts.

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    1. I did say anything out of the norm.I’m doing the best I can. I thought I was being helpful but you jammed down crap threatening me and accusing me if stuff that Never took place. I look after me fine. I was not brought up to see things one sided.Going to bed got doctors appointment tomorrow and Friday or Saturday oil change. Night.

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  2. No you did not tell me this about money removed from your account or about cat litter. I was trying to help Sammy not you. I sent you Sherry Ann but a valentine of three DVD’s one with Tom Berringer I had never seen so I watched before I sent it and two CB’s. The cat food is Sammies..

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