Why is friendship do hard?

Remember that song,

You got to give a little,

It should ve that you give,

They take,

Advantages should just be time spent together,

Shouldn’t it be?

As an empath I think I always get more,

I don’t want to piss off my neighbor,

But my car is more a gift and a tool,

My car is connected to my heart,

Can I say and feel that?

The christian,

Neighbor thinks god is to ask for everything,

I believe that your future is detramental to the goals you work for and no entity governs your outcome.

A deity is a spiritual crutch,

I’m no ones spiritual devining stick,

I’m sixty-four nearly,

I have goals and desires,

I don’t trust well,

Family whipped trust out of me vie deciet,betrayal and lies,

I have heard from the three women who matter thoughts on this matter but they live else where,

What a narcississ did to my mom and me. https://anchor.fm/vals-whitewolf-media/episodes/Val-Heike-Whitewolf-Media-commentary-e1bro6g/Death-and-a-narcississ-older-half-sister-a7anpg6