Nineteen thirties song,
Still playing within,
An old roll of music,
My uncle Norman’s player pianos,
My baby sister died,
Last year,
Yesterday,
The pain in my heart,
Equally matched by my heart,
Ellen walked on the earth,
Sang karaoke no I can’t spell it,
Hot tears burn my eye ball holes,
.. My heart aches,
I never heard her sing,
When she had cancer,
I asked my friends to pray for her,
One of her friends told Ellen,
Then me I older by three years were made a fool,
All I had done was asked for prayers,
Ex and a friend talk down to me,
No one deserves that,
Five years I awaited Ellen’s I’m sorry,
No knock upon mt door,
Ellen died after our family monster Diana Lee’s visit,
Neither my God son or his brother from Waukon,Iowa could come and tell me My only blood sister was going to be cremated Ellen Beth Heike Mathis,
A sheriff was sent in June to tell me my beat friend died Marian D.Heike(Mrs L.N.Heike) and another one when my baby sister lost her fight to hide from Diana.
No one will ever understand what it is to have a narcississ ling hald sister the scares penetrated our hearts,
Took our mom,Codine over the counter packs two aweek.
The grey skies left in my heart will always be stealing warmth,
No love will ever warm thawing the chunk of ice installed by Ellen’s loss at the hands of the true evil monster our half sister..
I’m praying for you. Never stopped.
Whomever in your family it was, at least they thought to send a cop to tell you.
The person that sent the cop must have been so grief struck that they just couldn’t say anything to the other family members as well.
I’m so sorry for your loss and how you were treated.
I can relate because I lost someone very close to me even closer than my blood family.
To this day his brother and sister-in-law treats my like an ogre and refuse to tell me where his body is.
It hurts so bad that they want let me have peace of mind for knowing where he is or not having a place to go visit while he’s in a grave.
I prayed for your sister even after she died and I prayed for Ellen’s remaining family.
I’m sorry.
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I know that’s,Im sure it was diana it was to hurt me more
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