Powers, recall math,
Like to the eighth power,
Same as in degrees,
Age has nothing to do with terrors,
Recall people telling you night terrors were nothing!
There is nothing in the closet!
No one has the right to tell you that,
No one sees things that still scares you,
Terrors are those monsters that threw you away,
My personal monster was my older half sister,
Diana Lee Heike Dudley I use to think I was blessed to be her sister,
Diana used my blood sister as her henchman,
I was good to care for her kids,
When I came out I told Diana,
Diana told mom it was a stupid thing ,
How can finally being free of being not me be humorous to someone you loved?
Only you know what it is to have your good name thrown away.
Diana lied me onto Elder Abuse fourteen years after making who I am and always was irrelevant,
Scary,loneliness has nothing and no power,
Yet it does to us,
Old or young fear is fear,
Loneliness cuts deep and is bloody,
The horrors that come with life,
Our insecurity work against us,
Knowledge is like the power.
October six days from today my babysister’s anniversary of Ellen Beth Heike Mathis was fifty-nine I miss her so much,
My half sister crushed Ellen,
Ellen died four months twenty-six days after our mom died.