Life”s not your play ground,
Other life’s significant role,
Consideration of others,
Self center believe you are their pawn,
Your time’s theirs,
This is not a Narcissist,
This is an abused child in all forms,
Cecila is still battling a sex abuser for dad and grand dad,
Life time of trauma,
I’d waste my life away if I had to dwell upon being raped by a parent repeatedly from babe to adult.
I know that if it were today me,
Those Fuckers would never would have survived my eighth birthday,
That was when I became deadly with a gun.
My aim is ‘Still true’,
For me night is to do then sleep.
Four video should have loaded,
Only one did,
Why because of a need friend calling every few minutes while I slept,
Can not turn off smart phone,
Nothing loads while Smartphones off,
How do I stop my selfish friend?
Really really pissed!
However I shall endure,
And chat with her later,
We all have living,
Breathing monsters in the closet our lives are.