Ok Crappy attitude here,

Why,

Please tell me why jobsites are like iffy sex?

Either it’s fantastic,

Rockets are piercing the heavens or,

Your girl friend becomes Miss Chatty Cathy,

Is it so hard simply to go to a site apply for the remote job,

Get working????????

I don’t care to read how every company in the world think they are fantastic

Or cons and pros about working for them!

What ever it is it isn’t going to be my life’s work,

I just want to get paid,

I don’t care about gross,

I care about food for me and my babies,

Veterinarians to fix my two youngest,

A car with new breaks,

Never,

Ever get a car no matter how flashy the boy selling it’s teeth are or how hard the woman whose showing you titties are!

‘Demand to see the Breakshoes and pads!’

Winters nearly in Iowa,

Want to be in northern Wisconsin,

The smell of deeply engraved memories etched into my empathic wolf’s heart,

But No here I am in my chair waiting for Black to finish eating,

Lawrence Wells been on a half an hour,

I write blank poetry,

I call it journal style,

All non fiction,

I simply want a job,

My adopted sister of choice nearly had me accidently say to her ‘Oh boo who!’

She could not get a new phone this month,

Their dogs had flees,

Judy in my plates back memories acted like I could not possibly get the Bankers Trust from my best friend mom’s death fast enough,

Judy borrowed $2200.00 and a $20 here and there,

See she just had to buy back her old truck from her daughter and pay the $200 owed the garage,

Never drove the truck,

Sold it to Pete”s son for $500 cash,

I saw none of that money,

They bought a car the Land lord had bought from a trailer.person,

The people moved,

Shoot I have to laugh the car never moved,

Two years it sat where the land lord bought it,

Looked new,

Judy and her husband bought it,

For a thousand bucks thinking they got a deal,

What they got was skunked!

The land lord did them they thought a good turn,

Radiator had massive hole,

They had rented a small U-Haul to take it to the mechanic,

Ran out of anti freeze not twenty miles down the road,

Could not give the car away,

Sold it for salvage,

The car guy in Spillville, Iowa found them a 2011 with 85000 miles,

I have received $100, from last June,

My Sherry I think by distance shamed her to start repaying me and instead of being ok she owed me,

Some always seem to land on their feet,

I just want to renew my premium in November,

Pay my electric and other bills,

Fix my car,

Write till I move on,

How hard does that have to be?

Well neighbor needs to take a shower,

Dame Judith Dench will be on the tellie soon and I think she’s yummy,

Thanks for reading,

Our stories matter they are important.

Stories link us all.

No idea if I shall find work or not,

Can only keep looking.