Surround

You are a universe but not universal,

You are an Island not eater but things encompass you,

Your,my sense of emotional reality is a variant,

Like an equation,

Numeral in depth,

Nomical in discription,

As an Empath I pick up emotions,

Like the old expression on bad apple ruins my temper,

Like an anvil I can only work when tempered.

Try to stay clear negativity,

At times,

Like a rush of water from a water fall,

I tell myself don’t part with temper,

CPSD nervous,can not be too close,

Inside I run and hide,

I do nothing well,

Fear consume me,

…My half sister did that to mom and me,

When I’m fearful,

Escape mode,

I surround myself with me,

No radio or YouTube on,

Sit in my chair,

More lop,

And write,

Pity those who flood my realm with negativity,

I mentally hang a sign,

Poets out,

Come again another day!