Words not a wisdom,
Words of an older friend,
A friend that will never understand
Not to write it’s to open my heart,
Bleed out,
I have over thirteen thousand things posted on YouTube,
I worked my tail off to get four hundred and nineteen subscribers,
I find it not helpful her assuming just because no money is flowing in I
Do
Nothing
Twenty
Four
Seven!!!!!!
Yes it makes me angry video clips from YouTube how to get a thousand subscribers,
When you look at who hase the huge numbers
It’s people who load movies from Hallmark!
I’m not them,
I’m a tired writer trying to be a better writer,
Just now I wish I could hug every last one of my followers especially three guys starting with JoJo!
To tired to think of other two,
You know who you are,
You make day,
Specially when stupid spell check on my creepy smartphone makes me wish I could hear the crunch as I crushed the Motorola,
I would love to be WIFI because then I would load and read and write all day,
Tell the dude who my friends is sure has no real job he is just a sticker,
Do my thing then fall to sleep,
I want to show Pat Zidlicky and Sherry Mason and Ciela and Judy that no I was not playing at being a writer,
YouTube is a business not just little movies or lectures,
No I have not wasted four years of my life on YouTube or thirty-six years writing!
Yes that done then I would be happy after I find homes for my firbabies,
To return to the dust I came from while my spirit simply goes on.
