Mixed up feelings of being helpful,

Reather fill my home with solar and food,

Tonight I kept my mouth shut,

I felt bad about it but I wanted to be the one going places with my car,

I want my life back,

I want my car fixed,

Tonight I learned Saturday night at my neighbors church is a prime rib dinner for volunteers at the church,

I said nothing,

I have been to good,

I wanted to go to Calmer and get food,

No money for gas,

Today I took her to Independence to play games and watch commercial videos that I went and picked her up.

Then she needed pop and bananas.

She wanted smokes,

I never removed my $10 from my pocket.

So much to do with her home,

Wear and tear,

My vehicals a tool,

A gift from mom,

I’m not interested in the neighbor getting to her church dinner,

Last week when on Sunday I loaned my car for Sunday service,

Was it wrong for me to expect her back after church and not hours later?

See I was wrong to expect her to be like me,

Been neighborly,

Saturday last I loaned neighbor my car for her grand daughters birthday took her to 930 to wander back,

I had given her $7 last night in case she wanted a sandwich I was buying her pop,

I will not buy smokes for her,

Or give her money for them.

We Me,

I just got it I feel like a mark,

I’m probally wrong,

But if ,

Whatever then its ok,

She has a Gay cousin,

Her telling me that did nothing,

It was a pointless tell.

Miss up feelings on giving,

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I'm Val's Whitewolf Media YouTube Channle and I write here on WordPress. I read books and instill others how importand writing stories readers down. in readers their stories matter.I believe that everyone should tell their story and that every book is a learning tool that will help those of us who are writers become better at our craft.I'm learning plus becoming more confident as an empath its important to share and touch with my heart others harmed by others words.

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