Reather fill my home with solar and food,
Tonight I kept my mouth shut,
I felt bad about it but I wanted to be the one going places with my car,
I want my life back,
I want my car fixed,
Tonight I learned Saturday night at my neighbors church is a prime rib dinner for volunteers at the church,
I said nothing,
I have been to good,
I wanted to go to Calmer and get food,
No money for gas,
Today I took her to Independence to play games and watch commercial videos that I went and picked her up.
Then she needed pop and bananas.
She wanted smokes,
I never removed my $10 from my pocket.
So much to do with her home,
Wear and tear,
My vehicals a tool,
A gift from mom,
I’m not interested in the neighbor getting to her church dinner,
Last week when on Sunday I loaned my car for Sunday service,
Was it wrong for me to expect her back after church and not hours later?
See I was wrong to expect her to be like me,
Saturday last I loaned neighbor my car for her grand daughters birthday took her to 930 to wander back,
I had given her $7 last night in case she wanted a sandwich I was buying her pop,
I will not buy smokes for her,
Or give her money for them.
I just got it I feel like a mark,
I’m probally wrong,
But if ,
Whatever then its ok,
She has a Gay cousin,
Her telling me that did nothing,
It was a pointless tell.
Miss up feelings on giving,