Use to look forward to Time with the Heike cousins,
As a child looking forward made horrible things vanish,
Family. lost Becky Rohr Clark to cancer,
Dad(Dr.L.N.Heike) 2012 dementia
Mom{ Marian D.Bittenger Heike) murdered by Diana Lee Dudly two codine packs a week) on our diabetic my best pal and mom.
Ellen Beth Heike Mathis, my baby sister by three years,
Ellen was to grow old with me,
Bullied to alcholoism as only a narcississ can do,
Ellen died a week after Diana and Ellen cleaned out moms bank account.
Waukon State bank, then Ellen at fifty nine was dead.
Last month Karen A.Heike Denito, Karen was two years older then me.
Karen in July would have been sixty five.
Her sister Laurie and her husband died of cancer in twenty nineteen,
Some horrid family members burried me with lies,
Christian family left me for dead,
No onw came forward to defend my goodname,
Family or friends,
Left mom to perrish in a monsters hands.
Not a brain among them one would think,
Aunt Clarian my favorite aunt dies,
No one tells me,
I loose a favorite cousin or two,
Narcississtic half sister tells no one the trueth,
Life is lonely,.
Lost two sets of aunts and uncles, three cousins out of eighteen,
Mom and dad,,
When I was young I was not afraid,
J was foolish,
I came from a family who few treasured family.
I miss mom and cousins and baby sister,
I know more then they who we are,
Grand ma Heike was Jewish,
Kleeman is Yiddish means Cloverman,
I love that I’m part Jewish,
Hate that I lost three family members in Dachau.
I am proud of the Thomas, Welsh,
Came to America in the sixteen hundreds,
The fighting Norwegian,German,somewhere in lonage Native American,
Proud of being an Out gay Iowan,Wisconsinite,Virginian,South Dakotaite,
Saddens me my loss loved ones,
Time waits for no one,
So true,
I want to be with mom,
Not here alone.
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