Tonight all alone,
Thoughts of mom and Ellen Beth stir,
Five years mom was kept from me,
Away from family,
Away from Iowa,
Lost mom to massive stroke at ninety two June 3rd.
Ellen Beth October twenty-ninth,
Both victims of a family members hand,
Both useless deaths,
Bullied kept from telling the truth,
Pure and true,
Fallen like snow,
Christmas mystery leaves deep emptiness,
Lonliness time stollen by narcississ half sister seeking to.milk our mom dry.
Mom is free,
Ellen no longer has to cry herself to sleep,
Ellens sons never knew how she suffered,
Guilt and lonliness kills.
Silver memories among the gold,
Mother singing as Chtristmas music played,
Memories of working together for a perfect Christmas,
Memories of loce and closeness,
Memories of Diana Lee Dudleys lies afrer two and a half years of seventy phone calles a week as she badgered mom.
Memerances of the fire licking up our staurs night aftr Father Jo suggested mom change power of attorney to include me.
Nightmares of waking in intensive care in Iowa Universuty Burn Unit after dying twice from Diana’s smoke and burnt lungs.
Wondering why guilty walk.
The horror of her,
The evil of my.half suster will only seize with her demisse,