Less

Deep abiding emptyiness

Abyss bottomless sadness

Equivalent to

Sadness but more

If plastic and raw organic is recycled

Spirits

Can spirits devestated

Crushed by familys

Does love restore hearts

Trust unlikely to ever return

Don’t know of others pain just moms and mine

Cold but fire burns bright

Laughter recalled not been mine for years

Wheres others guilt

Compassion do others not know harm done by their false lies?

Is it a joke

Hate kills

Lonliness eats like acid

Use to love Thanksgiving

Except once when I was twelve had the flu

Moms food smelt horrid

Mom I miss your voice

Mom’s smile

Holding her hands

Being needed

See when you only fit at home

You assist

August 2014 mom came to me in tears

Ten times a day she cried after my half susters calls to tormit

Until you are tormitted and harrassed vie a family member you will never know our fear

Mom asked me in the summer not to go to summer school

She asked me to stop driving people

Amish never got when I said have to be home by 5pm

August 2014 I left Luther College mom feared Diana Lee Dudley

Diana has since Gaslight mom several years

First it was to remove me from moms will

Then it was to convience our intelligent mom 2 over the counter Codeine packs were ok for over 86

By February 2019 it was finally that no one in my family cared to talk to mr

What trueth was Diana afraid of?

I can’t

I will never forget the pain of these lies

Removing my best friend

My mom after 2.6 years of 70 times a week mom telling her No She did not want to leave her home, her family.

So I write

Poets do

We share our hearts.

innocent untill I again breath my last.