Deep abiding emptyiness
Abyss bottomless sadness
Equivalent to
Sadness but more
If plastic and raw organic is recycled
Spirits
Can spirits devestated
Crushed by familys
Does love restore hearts
Trust unlikely to ever return
Don’t know of others pain just moms and mine
Cold but fire burns bright
Laughter recalled not been mine for years
Wheres others guilt
Compassion do others not know harm done by their false lies?
Is it a joke
Hate kills
Lonliness eats like acid
Use to love Thanksgiving
Except once when I was twelve had the flu
Moms food smelt horrid
Mom I miss your voice
Mom’s smile
Holding her hands
Being needed
See when you only fit at home
You assist
August 2014 mom came to me in tears
Ten times a day she cried after my half susters calls to tormit
Until you are tormitted and harrassed vie a family member you will never know our fear
Mom asked me in the summer not to go to summer school
She asked me to stop driving people
Amish never got when I said have to be home by 5pm
August 2014 I left Luther College mom feared Diana Lee Dudley
Diana has since Gaslight mom several years
First it was to remove me from moms will
Then it was to convience our intelligent mom 2 over the counter Codeine packs were ok for over 86
By February 2019 it was finally that no one in my family cared to talk to mr
What trueth was Diana afraid of?
I can’t
I will never forget the pain of these lies
Removing my best friend
My mom after 2.6 years of 70 times a week mom telling her No She did not want to leave her home, her family.
So I write
Poets do
We share our hearts.
innocent untill I again breath my last.
