Fit-in Friend

Are you a FIF?

I am

Yep I’m a FIF

When I had transport I was a

Calendar-Girl-Friend

Yep a CGF

Cause I was kept aware of my 75 year old friend goings her life

See I was even made

No allowed to feel I just might have a clue

Clues the ability to chose to do

Trust me its more demeaning when an Aries straight friend’s friends

Shush,shush

gay

Or maybe just a

‘Val’

See just Val’s are a bit less PHGLBP

{Poor-Human-Gay-Less-Brain whose Piece}

I had simply mentioned I wanted a tree for Christmas

I told my SF(straight friend) In a place I can’t hang things on my walls, cant have a real tree

SF says well that’s understandable they a real mess!

Babies I’m going on sixty two

I have had

Real

Trees!

SP assured me she had a 3 foot tree with fiber optics

Lights!

SP would give to me

It would come with lights!

Came with no lights

Orders:

1.No needs to be sit now where will sit

2.I assured her in daylight I’d move it

3.No that’s not good

4. So aftrr I move stuff so I could comply( I was told boy you have a lot of stuff on your floor)I had move things to put tree by door until morning, so of course I dropped Charlie Brown’s tree, its in two parts insn’t it( stand and plastic no lights tree)

5.I found I could order lights in December. No I couldn’t do that! SF would get me some cheap ones from DG(Dollar General)

I find when share with her I normally wish I had not! It feels like more work. But then I assure books are my product not crap. Why do I feel at times my existance, my poverty is essential on others having a poor Val.

As a writer without WIFI, is like a entrepreneur who reads to be a better writer without books.

So getting WI for working on my LF( lesbian fiction) which will allow for money I need coming in another good for Val thing.

I’ m quized

How much will that cost?

I exit in a town with no avenue access to other artist

Why should I not have internet in my rush to regain who I Val is

I’m not a PV( Poor Val)

I’m an artist with a dream

I’m a eating and doing enity

With thoughts and desires

Sorry if I will not continue poverty

Be a space filler(sf)

Life is to touch as many as we can

Art and literature

Artist tools to shate

Create a better life

Education for others

Equal to music

Its important to thrive

Taking up space

Poverty is a tool, vehical for an artist named

Val

Useless breathing is not living for an artist

Artist are to the world as

A chuck of marvel is to a sculptor

Artist come with no instruction

Artist don’t come from a box

Artist think out of the box.