Are you a FIF?
I am
Yep I’m a FIF
When I had transport I was a
Calendar-Girl-Friend
Yep a CGF
Cause I was kept aware of my 75 year old friend goings her life
See I was even made
No allowed to feel I just might have a clue
Clues the ability to chose to do
Trust me its more demeaning when an Aries straight friend’s friends
Shush,shush
gay
Or maybe just a
‘Val’
See just Val’s are a bit less PHGLBP
{Poor-Human-Gay-Less-Brain whose Piece}
I had simply mentioned I wanted a tree for Christmas
I told my SF(straight friend) In a place I can’t hang things on my walls, cant have a real tree
SF says well that’s understandable they a real mess!
Babies I’m going on sixty two
I have had
Real
Trees!
SP assured me she had a 3 foot tree with fiber optics
Lights!
SP would give to me
It would come with lights!
Came with no lights
Orders:
1.No needs to be sit now where will sit
2.I assured her in daylight I’d move it
3.No that’s not good
4. So aftrr I move stuff so I could comply( I was told boy you have a lot of stuff on your floor)I had move things to put tree by door until morning, so of course I dropped Charlie Brown’s tree, its in two parts insn’t it( stand and plastic no lights tree)
5.I found I could order lights in December. No I couldn’t do that! SF would get me some cheap ones from DG(Dollar General)
I find when share with her I normally wish I had not! It feels like more work. But then I assure books are my product not crap. Why do I feel at times my existance, my poverty is essential on others having a poor Val.
As a writer without WIFI, is like a entrepreneur who reads to be a better writer without books.
So getting WI for working on my LF( lesbian fiction) which will allow for money I need coming in another good for Val thing.
I’ m quized
How much will that cost?
I exit in a town with no avenue access to other artist
Why should I not have internet in my rush to regain who I Val is
I’m not a PV( Poor Val)
I’m an artist with a dream
I’m a eating and doing enity
With thoughts and desires
Sorry if I will not continue poverty
Be a space filler(sf)
Life is to touch as many as we can
Art and literature
Artist tools to shate
Create a better life
Education for others
Equal to music
Its important to thrive
Taking up space
Poverty is a tool, vehical for an artist named
Val
Useless breathing is not living for an artist
Artist are to the world as
A chuck of marvel is to a sculptor
Artist come with no instruction
Artist don’t come from a box
Artist think out of the box.
