Often wondered do others
Think!
When people send no card
Call to hear a voice
Do they wonder as I do
Were those feelings, gatherings real
I was there, I felt
Gave of myself asked for nothing in return but to be inclued in your life
Still no one cared last year when my favorite aunt took sick
She died I found out goggling in December 2018
How can
How could my mom strong fierless allow lies to change what was in her heart
I was told the harm my half sister did to me mattered not
How can that be
Diana expected that scapegoat val
Would continue to be kicked
Iwas tgere
Lifetime for my mom
I have food
I’m tired
Deep loniliness
Pushed asside like
Battled worn wolf
I’m not expendable
When I came out
Thouggt trusted my half sister
My nephews knew I was a lesbian befite I came out
Diana tgought it was funny
Mom guess what Val thinks
Why was it easier for family to believe I never found anyone
No male wanted me like I was in the market
Why was it so easy to believe the home body was an abuser a bully and Never see the Heike family real bully?
No one looked or cared to see all the horrors Diana Lee Dudley of Granbury did to mom and me
Why was it ok for the abuse to harrasse then lite our electric drier on fire
Why was it of the slander with malice Diana did in my home town
August 2014 mom feared and was svared of Diana
Holidays time to forget all those you stripped of their good name
Holidays wipe out blood stains
Are abusers like alcholice
Abuse,lie, place on Elder Abuse Gay sister Val she will never be able to fight
Diana stripped mom barw of money, property,the right to remain in her own home, my best friend
Karma bullshit
Losers idea
Evil gets whats coming to them
Innocent we
Turn to dust and blow away
Poets fight with words that feel
We no longer trust we are like abused sweet animals
Lost, alone
Empty