Scary words

We need to talk!

Wake at 4 am to go to work

Entrepreneurs who write and Youtube sleep only when our bodies crash

Turn on our phones

Look at emails

Check messages

There it is

A woman I’m nit dating

Needs to talk

She called at 230 am

I was deep in la,la land

Shes in Florida I in Northern Iowa

Message or update I look for

Is in form of videoes

Why do woman di that

Scare the crap out of people so early

Just because she does not sleep

Always pists me

She has never got I answer no phone wben Im asleep

Only thing I was to do with my mouth is sip some hot tea after a bath

Shower so cold in here

Just hot tea

I hate the face those that imagine

Im up to jibber jabber

Im up not fir the tea either

I’m up to write

This was nit what I wanted to write about

But now its out

And I’m less annoyed

I’ll get tea then write for me

See this is how since 1985

I have fought yet I was falsely accused of Elder Abuse

No one cared that I had never harmed anyone

I use to cut near veins hoping I’d die

Then I discovered others like me

Took to 36

Till I was 36

Theres no booklet given

One of my favorite movies

‘My best friend the vampire”

And Beetlejuice

Both gave books

One for so you are a vampire

Other so now your a ghost

The expression the eyes have it is true

Vampires know their own

I can pick out gay men in a crowd

Gay women not so much

One thing I do kbow stay clear of straight women

They come with junk

Prejudge every thing a lesbian does

We really do not want you and who ever told you we convert people are as stupid as Diana Lee Dudleys followers who willingly belueved I abused abd did not feed our non invalid mostly Norweign Iowa corn fed mom Marian D.Bittenger Heike

When you discover being Gay your less alone

Your not in northen Iowa though

Alone way before abandoned by my family who believed Diana Dudleys lies that I abused and beat my mom

Why do your family

Suckle at the tet of foul liars?

The true monster in my famikies Diana Lee Dudley

I was tge sacrificed lamb

Made it easier for all

Forcing mom from ger Iowa family

My dear reader fight never make others made up trueth easy!!!

I stopped cutting at 26

Mom needed me more then I needed to die

Dads tools were intimindation

Diana’s tools were were fathers and his mothers

Lies and verbal fist in face threats

Writers hold our anger

Hold it until we in a way bleed inside

It was so easy for every one even my beautiful youngest nephews to not see mom and me

But through colored glasses believe that the laundry room was a fire of neglect

The partial pant cans in the small room aided my half sisters fire

Just as her removing smoke alarm batteries

And foul lies to those I loves

No one asked mom anything

Now gaslight out of property,money

Now mom if she lives more a captice then a human

My family did that

I will always hate the phrase

‘Val we need to talk!’

Because people who say that not one came forward to human service of Iowa and disputed my half sisters lies

The only I ever hurt was me.

And I talk every time I write.

Published by Val's Whitewolf Media

I'm Val's Whitewolf Media YouTube Channle and I write here on WordPress. I read books and instill others how importand writing stories readers down. in readers their stories matter.I believe that everyone should tell their story and that every book is a learning tool that will help those of us who are writers become better at our craft.I'm learning plus becoming more confident as an empath its important to share and touch with my heart others harmed by others words.

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