What is it about thus word that compounds my anxiety well people who know that for two months I have been without a vehical will ask and though it is not said it is felt. Whine, they talk I look figurtively above their heads like I’m flirting because I heard the word NEED the rest is yammer yammer yammer!
Say need implies what just like Marslow Hierarchy Im the woman who loves to care for others.Spend time moments with people.
You get demoted from a person to a imp.See imps are annoying. I was not raised to annoy I was raised to endure then die.
My adopted sister this morning told me to told me or shouted in a text ‘What was it you NEEDED THIS WEEK!’ I been abused when I’m yelled at I just say there was nothing.I want to take a test drive .
Now if I had no books to read I would simply . stop! This area Rural America needs people like me we want to serve humaniy and mot BEE BELOW POVERTY!
NO ONE will assist us so we can do what we know how to do! Then this one me will stop being seem as a burden and return to providing another service. My dad always said the most stupidous thing Poor are Poor because we want to be Bullshit!
But then Im the one thrown out by my family by lies. Im no longer here to be lied about when my family was stripped from me nothing hurts as much as just exiting as poverty and uselessness.