I tend to write journal style. For years I was hurt beyond repair like melting ice I have had a chemical change. No longer filled with hate boiling over the walls containg my fluid. I have grown.I still and shall always dispuse those in my family unit who made it their mission for a melencholy writer to halt breathing.
With Youtube I’m growing and developing past wanting to crush the neck of the female who took every thing from me , my mom.My half sister Diana Lee Dudley will forever be a narcississ I want success not stagnation.
Yesterday from a burning sinsation I had manafested several years ago when my passions ran hot I had mentioned how I’d stop her breathing knowing she reads and goes above and beyond hearing all my intense thoughts. The doorbell rang.
Not its not that I’m anti social but I live in crappy low rent housing where people think low rent housings a great place to shove aunt Hillery, then no one goes to see her and she dies of the number one killer lonliness. I open the door its a cop.
Can I come in he says I think, why not. It always amuses me that when Diana is not the center of attention like the big ugly Iowan/Texas snake she is there she is. So I tell him after he asks if I had a sister in Texas named Diana I said no.The only family I have in Texas is my mom.
In February Diana accused me of harrassment.I had not talked to mom since May last year.I tried to do 3 welness checks on my mom. Found out nothing. Did find out that Diana’s gaslighting of my sweet mom who believes she has NO CHOICE BUT TO LIVE WITH THE CONTROL FREAK, all Dianas 5 husbands divorced her after less then 2 years.
I told him of her abuse and the convieant fire one day after a priest came to visit. Made a point to share with the cop that electric driers were responsible for just 2% of laundry room fires in US.
The cop asked if I was going to drive to texas and kill Diana.I said if that had been possible she would not be alive now. He asked though would I. Dr.Jeanette Pillsbury daid look at my pickup. But it was not neccessary.
You know I moved alot of my stuff to private folder yesterday.Found nothing saying I was going to drive to texas and kill the white trash.
Im so glad she spends hours on my Youtube page because I worry more about my swollen leg with celitice then her life force. Diana and the rest of my family will carry the chains they Roth in life through eternaty “Frankly my dear I don’t give a damn!’