Which is stronger love or hate? Both kill.

Almost ten whole months since I heard my mom say Hi Val how are you. I miss you. In heart it  weeps . Missing mom until my heart stops beating time . Diana will be completely clear of every one of her sins of hate and all her lies.

Tears burn trails down my cheeks. Lonliness with an eye closed in a dream moms across from me once again it is December 3rd 2014 . Diana won, all her bullying , phone harrassment, annual up close bullies. Theft of moms Notepad. All her lies. No lawyer. Murders get defenders not innocent victims accused of bullying beating. Such lies they tell. No justice.

Back futher Im 9 dad figures Im older enough for the outside and inside.Dianas married to John Cook for two more years. Ellen does what ever she Damn well pleases.

Why is it No one Ever cared about mom( Marian D.Bittinger Heike and me?)

Hello Feb 17, ( moms cat Rusty my half sister Diana Lee Dudley murdered when she snuck into our home December 3rd after 8 pm, 2014 to start our electric drier on fire.)Nearly 2019. I really do not give a flying bit of cow dun to date.

I simple want to clear my name of Elder abuse and get my mom home to northern Iowa free of the nut bag and fond out what horrible things she told my mom and my family about me that allow those I loved with all my heart to forget to think.

Im no more interested in putting my writing and video taping on a shelf like what I have fought to become matters not.

I knew nothing of being falsely accused of elder abuse in 2012 or that mom had told Ellen that if Diana falsely accused me of Elder Abuse again mom would rwmove Diana of Elder Abuse.

Its not fair that Diana’s been raping my mom financially since 2014. In 2016 Dianas Gaslighting finally got mom to remove me from moms will.For that Diana finally replaced moms cat.Rusty was Murdered when Diana walked in the front door Decrmber 3rd after 8 pm and set out electric drier on fire.

Only Diana knew after humiliating mom in October 2014 mom wpukd not even to save her life go against what Diana had said belittling mom. I can not breath.No one gets the hate Diana Lee Heike Dudley used agaist mom and me to get excatly what she wanted with mom and my life in the scales.

This is a pure hate crime.

Mathew Shepard got an easy way out of hate he died.

Hello I never dated in high school I helped my mom since 9. And it has been since 2016 since I dated. What traits do or did you admire in a life partner? For me its important that my futute partner gets that just because just now Im not making money just now doesn’tmean that is not one of my goals.

I do not sit around playing games on my smartphone.I read and write and do videos.I just finished the second Richard Peck book for me as wonderful as Charles Dickens ‘Great Expectations.’

What tremendous thing Youtube is it allows me to share my story and what a gift it is to read and share that gift. Saved me I can not help but thinking the lady I’m dating just wants me to go to Montena so we can live together and she can leave her sister house.

Last night I waited to midnight to hear from her. I know it sounds pissy but what I do is important insink with my goals to leave poverty and find leagal assiatance after looking for years.

My mom is believing all the shit she hears all the time because my half sister is not allowed me to talk to My Mom. The most important woman next to the woman I see when I look into a mirror.

Once your heart has been carved out by a rusty brittle nail and are an empath I do not believe we even have the other h word ‘hope!’

I awoke not at 130 or 4 am but at 8. At 8am I have lost half a day. Please tell me what you look for in a life partner.

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I'm Val's Whitewolf Media YouTube Channle and I write here on WordPress. I read books and instill others how importand writing stories readers down. in readers their stories matter.I believe that everyone should tell their story and that every book is a learning tool that will help those of us who are writers become better at our craft.I'm learning plus becoming more confident as an empath its important to share and touch with my heart others harmed by others words.

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